So in conclusion to my last post...

It would be 25years later and countless times I searched for Tony, to no avail.. that I would be at the Ape Hangers Bar,in Md. A bunch of us had gotten together  for the Harley Davidson Motorcycle Races..  i noticed this good looking guy.. just leering at me.. the girls at my table noticed also.. So, we all  get up and move outside to the Tekki Bar.. I was sitting when I notice the  same guy came outside too. I get up to go to the bathroom, and I hear Patty!!! I turned to my right, and out of my mouth  I said, I thought it was you...I had this gut feeling,back in the bar... Well we talked for about an hour. I forgot all about the ppl I was with as so they of me... Tony was there with his brother, who admitted he could not stand me..back then.. time softened him ,because  he was full of flattery. Hence so was Tony.. he said "he missed me, and loved me" but he was forbidden to get hold of me.. We just were not good for each other..Everyone knew this but me! He met a girl and married her, and had 2 children.. he also, was covering the top of his head with a bandanna,because he had bladder cancer... I was so sorry to hear this.. but he looked good now, so I believe he is doing good.. So with that we parted, me on a Harley Davidson Fully-dressed, and him on a Triumph..

Winter '1979 'continued....

While, I was in the hospital learning how to  eat thru a straw... Tony was out and about.. I heard he bought an old gf roses, on Feb 3rd, and celebrated his 18th Bd, with a big party..  I was not home yet, it would be a week or 3 before I got to go home!! I was just wondering what He was up to, so I had made a few calls, and I was told.. I just wanted to be out of this mess.. It was cramping my lifestyle.. to say the least.. So, I finally did get to home, and in a matter of days, I was in touch with Tony.   We talked on the phone for hours, and I am sure he was trying to tell me we just could 'nt see each other.  I just know me , back then, and was very persuasive in getting him to come and pick me up.. at MY HOUSE!!! Where my Dad was... shew.. what nerve on my part, what b---s on his!!! So, I got all ready, I remember , I had lost some more weight, and all.. but my jaw top, and bottom where sewn 2gether... and my eye whites were blood red, from impact on the dash, and thru the windshield.. Thanks to the Jack Daniels, and stuff... we were  very 'bouancy', which saved our lives, again to say the least.. and had we seen what was coming, we would have tensed up!!  Most likely have died...So there we were meeting  again..He showed up in this BIG Silver Lincoln Continental .. I  do not even remember asking whose it was... So, we are out driving around Western Loudon Co.  He saw how beat up I still looked, and my jaw. we were both in shock.. over it. (Or so I thought) No, I could tell we missed each...!!!  So, we are heading out to the country.  When Tony says  Cop behind us... and at that moment Blue lights, go on,,,,,So what do we do?? We pull over right?   WRONG.....Tony floors it.. just floors it, and gets on route 7.. and even faster we fly, with a cop or two on our butts...!! Deeper and deeper we go  , losing the  cops for just a little while,
 we manage to take a left, on to this country road, and another turn, when we hit a dirt road, the bluelights were right behind us... and in the front headlights  I see the dust rising and chickens crossing the Dead end  cirlce up a short way... The ride was over....We slid in ,and came to a full, hard stop.  We, ended up getting hand cuffed, and hauled to the Judges House!! Only in the country... This  Old man wearing an old-fashion white house dress, and the scrooge cap ,and slippers. He tells us to sit down, at this really long table, with about 9 chairs on each side... so there we were tickling each other and laughing... When the Judge, said 'young lady, young lady get up sit on the other side.. pointing at me and the other chair. Well, then he starts listening to our story,   He ended up calling Joe's father..., and his grandmother, to say they have her car.. She reported it stolen.  Well, we wait for Tony's Dad to come and get us at like  at 3 am . Man, what a long night .. I remember it was along ride home too.  We did not say a word, ,except that we missed my turn-off.. So ,his father pulled over and let me out.. Freezing ,icy, n cold.  Feb-Mar. morning.I am on the side of a major  highway um about 9-10 miles from where I lived. So, I stuck my thumb out as I kept walking facing the wind and morning sun.. This guy on his way to work, picks me up in a big old blue Ford Galaxy. Well, he happens to be going the way I am going, and we become friends, because I told him of my 'woe' and he said I could use his car..just drop him off at work , which was around the corner from where I lived.  This  was cool.. he  even let me drop him off at work, so I could go home and get some rest. I picked him up, and fro the rest of the winter,I had this car. He and I were just friends.. He even threw my 18th bd party for me... Yes, my jaw was still sewn up  and all.. I remember giving my phone number out with  3 three s in it..4tree5 4treetree9. Oh how attractive,right?   So, the winter came and went.  I talked to tony one more time, and he stood me up..11 at night my dad catches me pouring gas into my new little Austin Marina,4dr . As he was coming home. He asked me what I was doing, I told him something.. and left to met tony, he never showed, and evaded my calls for 15-20 years.. lol I finally did meet up with him,at the Harley Davidson Motorcycle races.. that another time ,GNA

'1979' My Graduation Gift...

I had already been back form Florida , about a year. My dad, sent me money for a bus ticket, home.. I came home to a beautiful 4 bedroom,  3 1/2 bath Home. It had plush brown carpet, and Cathedral Ceilings, tucked away in a new development, about 3 miles outside of Dulles Airport. My High School Teachers, lived together, down toward the School. I was having to complete 3 credits in order to graduate. So, I did Adult Ed. and I met Fern,, we would crank a window open, and smoke, while she graded papers, 3-6pm . I met this really handsome guy there, in class. It was just us three, for the class. It was a breeze. But as we, Tony, and me started to talk we became close. I know at the time my parents were divorcing, To me it was sad times all around. I would tell my teacher what I did down in Florida, and she was amazed!! She had her elder father living on this 175 acre farm , up in the Mountains, who needed care, so she offered me 675.00 a month, if I would go.. I said Yes!! I remember as I was packing my Dad, told me ,my older brother was going to NYU, and wouldn't need the Capri, and I could have it as a Graduation gift!! I was 17 and so excited.. One catch though , it was a Standard ( stick shift) and we would have to go pick it up, and drive it home. I was like no problem..Well, sorta.. Dad, drove from the City, to Va. and I had to drop him off at work , in Tyson Corner.. and drive it home, very carefully. I had been coached , of course from my Dad, but while I was alone... yikes, so my friend, met me , and she had a lot of experience.. so I watched her.. We drove all over showing off my car!!.         So, with that, gained some popularity.. and off to the mountains, to earn some money!!  I actually would go with Fern, as we puffed our cigarettes, and putted down the road.  To this great Mansion on alot of land. I was pretty laid back, and wore braids in my hair. I dressed a variance of outfits, some I made, and some I bought at the coolest store in the mall at the time..Georgetown Cotton.. and by being where I was , I would have dreams of becoming a singer.. So, I would go all the way out to the river, a small part of the Potomac, and sing my lungs out.. it was one of those times I was walking back, after hours of being down there, when I realized I had an audience..of Cows!! I jumped on a hay wagon, and I stayed there for the longest time,hoping they would disperse, but I realized they were closing in on me.. I am not a country girl ..yet..No farmers daughter her..lol, Well, it took about 3 songs, and a click of my walking stick to get them to leave, I had an old man to feed !! I did make it back up there,and fed Mr. Miller, gave him his chew, and he was good to go ..to bed.. I received a phone call at that point from my older sister, who was home from her cross-country motorcycle ride. She was letting me know, my mom was moving out, and I should come home for a little while. So, with that news I did. My dad was upset.. very.. to say the least..My mom, had found another man.. a younger, and more out going type of man. So, she packed a bag, and some furniture, and a couple of thousand , and left. I started to date my friend from Adult Ed , as I was still having to do my school work being I was at my English teachers Dads home, she would bring me my work on the w/e's. So, I could keep the graduating thing going.. At the same time Tony and I were drinking , and partying very hard.. all through the nights, and  at the same time trying to find him a home , which was difficult in those days. He and his dad had big problems.. and he did not want Tony to have anything to do with me...So that made it very secretive, and alluring.. My dad, would go to work, and I would let T in so he could shower.. and eat. We would get in to big fights, over money, and oh everything.. We would break-up, and my heart would be so wounded, and I would feel so rejected.. I would literary begin to lose weight, all I wanted to do was find T. We had good times, I wore Patulli perfume, and we would listen to Bad company, and country.. and party.. Well one nite we were going cross town to  pick- up a friend of his, and the go back to another part of town, and get some things we wanted.. and we had a bottle of Jack Daniels, and a car.. and we were set.. So, we thought, I remember wearing my older sisters black vest with this pretty periwinkle blue hippy shirt, and jeans..T and I had not seen each other for a few weeks, and I shed those pounds, and he was like Wow, you look great!!  I felt like I was on top of the world.. Well, that night we headed out, and the effects of the booze, &  so forth  began to set in,, I was in the passengers seat, and nodded out.. I opened my eyes for a few seconds, and seen the hay, we were driving through, and though oh, he must be bahaing.. closed my eyes, and the next thing I know, I am crawling up from my seat to look out the drivers window, and I see T out there, saying don;t call the cops,, Well, I was licensed so, I thought I will take the blame.. and sat in the side wards drivers seat,and I put my feet on the floor, and there was nothing, , but a hugh hole..his feet went thru the floorboard.. I said the hell with this.. and crawled back down to my seat nearer to the ground. It turned out that we all fell asleep.. and the car road right up in between a telephone post, and a fence,on it side.. I passed out after,I crawled up there, and then I remember being on a gurney in the moonlight.. and T looking down over me with worry.. saying he loved me.. and Away I went in the Ambulance.. I woke up in the hospital, with my older sister, barking at the bits to kill someone for doing this to me.... and my dad, just as near angry.. blood was pouring out my mouth, and i passed out again,, we were in a hallway waiting.. and I saw T coming down the way in a wheel chair, and his foot all wrapped up. His dad and my dad were going to meet... My sister was not happy.. no one was.. I heard some very angry words, and my dad pulling my sister back. and I passed out, I woke up in emergency surgery, and the gas mask.. count  backwards from 100.. 99 and I heard a snap in my jaw were the surgeon had his fingers.. and out I was.. .. I woke up, and my dad was right there , many hours later, if not the next day. He is a very funny man , in my eyes.. We found this bulk of material hanging on the bed post, with my name on it, and began to unravel it and un ravel  and unwrap, and rip off, and tear and unravel, and when we finally got to the implement tucked inside of gauze, there was a notice of Emergency!!!If patient begins to vomit use them to cut the wires, now connecting my jaw together all around... We were like ,shew glad I did not have to vomit.. Id have drowned !!! and choked.. by the time he got to them, and not knowing they were in there until we unveiled 'them'' made it a whole nother ordeal... So with that my jaw was sewn up.. and I was badly bruised,  I had a long road ahead.. My best friend Sandy came to see me  with my favorites.. Chocolate covered walnuts.. It would be months before I would try to squeeze a piece of one through ,believe me ,I was going to try...so that was the accident, I received a cool $22, 000 grand, a nice expensive roach clip!!!, and I bought a used PU truck with, but that was later.. T and I had one more venture before we would not see each other, and I would not hear the words I was waiting for 30 years Later... I will right again .. cu2morrow...

We all lived that night!!!!!

I remember when I was 13yrs old, I had this friend Cathy. Her and I would hitchhike all over the place,up in Long Island. Her parents were truly concerned about what she did, so we had to make up stories,where we were going and with who.. Well, this one night, we told them we were going to the Carnival, and we were..only with this kid, and his older brother, who drove.. a Gold Vega.. Her Fathers last words that night to us were  "and don't get into any cars with boys" !! He meant it too... And as soon as we turned the corner out of her neighborhood,there were the brothers !! Well, we drove around, and all decided we would go to the 7 sisters, it was this  area about 15-20 miles from our house, where we could go over the highest roads,we knew of, and at Hi-rates of speed... it was a thrill... Well, we had a few beers, and we all were laughing , and the driver began to increases his speed, as we kept going over these hills, , there were homes aligning these streets as well, and telephone poles, and wires, we were so High on these steep roads, you could probably touch them..  well we were going to fast and so High, at the last hill, being the highest, we barreled down and I was getting a bit worried, in the front seat, and all, I got down on the floor board, as I was doing that I was like HOLD-On and at the bottom of that Sister, was a Black Ford 4 door car pulling out I seen it in the headlamps, as I also realized we were air-borne, and the driver was  saying Oh No!!! And sure enough we landed in the back side door and window of that car... and in a blink of an eye.. I called out for Cathy knowing she wasn't supposed to be in this car, and with my eyes filled with liquid, I was sorta blinded by, I crawled out the side window, I was smashed so bad down were I was, but my adrenaline I broke out of it.. I grabbed her arm , and helped her out, and we ran.. into the backyard of a house.. I seen the lights, and heard sirens.. At this point my face felt covered in in blood, so I turned to her and asked and she said I don't see, blood, just tons of liquid, like tears,, I bashed my nose so hard... my eyes where just watering.. Thank God.. so we hid for hours, and then hitched home some crazy hour. We kept it a secret... Until the witnesses there told the boy's parents and they told the insurance company. Then we had a phone call, it was to meet with them, and they would keep it a confidential fact. I was like we are not hurt,  nobody needs to  know.. I explained the reason, and all parties agreed.. It has never been brought up to this day.. Cathy and I hung out a few more times , and then we did not ever see each other again.. Shew... I never hung out with those guys again either.. Crazy.. Well, that was accident number 1..

My friend 'Lo"

I met LO, in the 7th grade, some how we teamed up, and became partners in crime...We would met soon as we arrived at school,and take off for this path that led us to Subway. Of course we would not make it there until, the munchies set in..lol We would take a detour, for another place known to others as the 'Woods'...See our high School, and Jr High were on the same portion of land. So Seniors, and Jr.s could meet .. I would see my older friends at times there.. So anyway 'Lo' and me were a Team.. and once these 2 new girls came into our "turf.. and started to pick on Lil ' Lo. She was too, she had glasses, and frizzy hair, and wrinkles on her forehead already.. and so, they were picking on her, and they wee mean!! They came form Flatbush Ave , Brooklyn.. And head fake nails on, and make-up..Scary.. Well, one day walking through the 2nd level of the Hallway, I called her out.. and man she ripped this mink coat she was wearing and grabbed my hair, so fast, un benouced to here, I was quicker, I through punches, taking her down , and with that she bit my EAR!!! ripped it halfway off, I only got madder!! I belted her.. down , when I was grabbed around the neck, by a teacher, who, with another teacher grabbing her off of my ear.. Had gotten us separated.. They put us in to separate rooms, with glass in between us.. and we were growling at each other, I basically bleeding,,  and thinking 2 more seconds, I should have tossed her thru  the window... ( with that I told my older brother that way after I was home, and he was like "Ya and I would be visiting you in an Asylum"...), So, with that wisdom, I felt that sticking up for Lo,  and only that, was just enough. I went to the Doctors, and boy, that was Painful!!! I was mad!!!, and the next day they moved back to Brooklyn... She, whoever she was, was 3 weeks pregnant!! She should have made friends on first few weeks, she chose to start trouble.. Well, lo and I got on with life, grubbing,money and copping, and selling, and so forth, we, would hitchhike to her moms after school, and go hang out in her streets uptown .By the Train Station. I would meet my other friend Lynn, and her and I would go to our friends.. hoses, Partying.. I said you are to close to the  Train, Lynn, One day I am going to get on that thing and Go!!!! Well, we did , many a times. We would go to the City, Penn Station, and go up town...42nd Street, and just walk, till we found someone to help us out... We always did, and we would roll a joint on the train , and smoke it um, all the way home... Not any more..lol So, we would be hero's, when we got home. I can't believe the days of old, I have found out that Lo was dead,,, years ago, It was in the paper, my friend Lisa told me, she was shot to death in a park, bad drug deal -gone wrong.. I was so sorry to hear that, I was trying to find her, online.. I was not having luck, now I know why.. Okay, talk 2 u 2morrow...

Mills Path...

Well, we moved to Ronkonkoma... about 45 minutes to New York City. From Levittown,which was a great neighborhood too!! This was an Old Indian Reservation. Our house was a pretty big 4 bedroom 3 bath huge Lv,n Dn room.. and a Den, my Mom was so into lime green, our Shudders were lime green, our carpet through out the house, was too.. It was Hip..We had a subscription to Columbia House, so we had this great Album collection.. Janis, Lee Michael's, Led zeppelin, you name it.. I was into David Cassidy, even got to see him in Concert !!My Aunt , the one whom would take me to Queens often , just her and I would go out looking for the Son of Sam.. how crazy, he shot someone she new. Anyway, we had a beautiful home, and lots of places to roam around, the Gibbs Pond, The Corner, we all meet at and then get our beer, and smokes, at the Deli, and go to the most inner parts of this Patch of woods called Mills Path, where we dug this huge hole, and put stumps around and we would light this Big fire, and Party!!!, One guy would get his Van down there, and put these big speakers on  top of it, playing Rock-n roll!!! Pink Floyd, Yes !! We would stay out till after midnight, then the couples would go, or be in The House, -the Lee-He house... upstairs was lovers lane, downstairs was the party level, it was haunted too. So, after a I started hanging with my older sister, I was welcomed into the cooler crowd. Plus, I had stuff they wanted...lol,, lots of it too.. I always had money, from the babysitting, and cleaning I did, plus, I had connections, to  Older friends who entrusted me.....  So, with that, I remember, being the last  person w/ my sister, we had no curfew.. so we would linger , and then walk home , at all hours..  our parents would either be sleeping, or reading, and ask us if we had fun?, we would murmur, yes, and they would say Goodnight.. .and that was our nights out... every night for years...I had the best up-bringing,aside my one brother, things were ok, so long I stayed...well, so long..as..lol and I did.. let your imagination run away.. okay, so, I was hanging out with a girl, and we would ride around,for hours, and I told you about that period in my life, then I hung out with this guy, and were notorious for stealing things... lots of things.. at the mall, oh yeah, and the Mini -bikes, through the paths at all hours of the day.. It seems so col to remember how long the days were... My one girlfriend, had a boyfriend, and they would come and pick me up. He had this cool yellow mustang , and we would ride around alright, and the last I heard of the Mustang, was they were going pretty fast down the dirt road,in Mills path and the drive-shaft fell out digging a hole in the ground so deep, and flinging the car up in the air, and down!! My girlfriend and I  had been hitchhiking all over Long Island, we would hook up with some of her older pretty friends, and hitch 20 30 miles to the beaches.. barefoot all the way!! Montawk Point... they were 'suit' worthy, I wore shorts.. So we,would do that ,get home all tan, and go to the corner,meet everyone, I would my dealings and go to the "hole"..I remember, my Brown Fringe Jacket , my Aunt gave me, and my boots I would tuck my jeans into, and a Pouch that hung on my hip, filled with goodies..nobody ever questioned it..I have pictures of me, and my mom.. with it in plain site...It was stolen, while I was at work, down in Florida..which is a whole nother chapter.. okay I will pick this up later... cuall 2morrow!!

To All.. Please forgive me for my Spelling, etc..

I actually do use the spell check, ,but I re-read what I have Posted, and it cuts my sentences off,, as well.. Enjoy!!